HIHI!!!
hahhas.. its finally the end of exams le!!
yuipyuipHURRAY!~! XD
YEA~
finally its tue tdy,
the day which i was looking forward to.
hiaz..
however tdy isnt as fantasic and happy as i tot.
i dunnoe why too. ^. ^?
the moment i reached level 3
my whole mood became dull.
BUT! i was very excited during classes be4 the chem exam.!!
hahashees.. dunnoe why too. ^-^
but............... i slowly became bored aft the chem paper.
izzit cox there is no more exams already?
especially aft school.
i was thinking and experiencing weird feelings.
like :
everybody pls jux dun care abt me.
i dun wan to be noticed.
to a place where nobody can find me, nobody exists..
i might as well 'die' (TOUCH WOOD!! TOUCH WOOD!! HAHAHS =P)
and be all alone.....
alone is the best thing i would want.
and when nobody will notice tat i'm missing or changed..
i'll jux wish to cry suddenly..
and shudge out of it.
thinking its wad i wanted isnt it??
and staying out all day, not going home
cox theres no point in doing anything..
i wished to be the extra and special one..
not living my days for anyone but for my fantasies..
hiaz....
BUT! i guess its all mood swing only!!
RELAX!! hahhas..
soon i got over it when reaching cp. =)
so dun need to worry bah!
hahahs. i'm really WERID!
for the rest of my day,
i was spending it happily* XD
BUT seriously.
i felt as though i'm living my life aimlessly the moment exams ar over.
maybe becox i've nothing to do now le bah.
YUP, maybe tats de reason for feeling all so lost.
not really HAPPY or SAD.
however, i'm really relieved tat i DIDNT fail any SUBJECTS!!!!!!!
YYYEEEEEAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! hahahahhahahahas!!
i am practically hoping around in class
the moment when i realised that i passed my geo.
SSSOOOOO HAPPY AND RELIVED!! *relief*
hahahs.. kaes kaes.
i pass A maths, e-geo and physics when i tot tat i'll surelySURELY 100% fail them.
WOW~ so damn coolZ..
i even scored A maths with flying colours* =)
its really out of my imaginationS!* *smile*
hahhas..
now i'll jux have to wait for the other results to be released.
with no worries le`~
i'll WORK HARDER for mid-year exam!
**POMISEPROMISE** hees..
kaes K. end here le!!! byebye!~!..
your memories gave me an urge to see you now immediately.
but your sights made me want to give up and forget you.
why such mix feelings can actually occupy my tots..
i think i've did wad i shld..
atleast tats all for now..
i dunnoe wad will lies ahead of me.
nor wish to regret when i look back..
i dunnoe wads my real desire tat i wan to acheive.
neither do i wish to wait nor continue nor end..
am i doing the right/wrong thing?
pls tell me yourself.
i jux wan to hear a word from you to make me lose hope completely on you..
hopes can actually make
a story
coming to a ~the end ~
